Dreams of Insomniac slumber

most men dream while they sleep
Sweet dreams broadens their imaginary lips and makes them smile
lengthen their slumber in hopes of living the dream just a few more heartbeats.

Nightmares widens the real eyes, mutes the sweet lullaby, drives away the sleep
We draw solace in the more comfortable reality
We throw up prayers for the sweet dreams to come to pass
to lock away the nightmares in some corner far away from the world we breathe.

But my sweet dreams come to my life when I am wide awake
I fear the thought of dreaming about you while I sleep
I may never want to wake up
to break my dream of you by my side as I dream.

My nightmares are all about losing you
Although I only dream of winning the love of you
Tell me love how do I lengthen my slumber with my eyes wide awake
How do I embrace the decree of the Gods, chase away my nightmares
for I have not dreamt in my sleep.

rumblings on 23rd December

With every passing strand of time,

I find myself at the mercy of the same Gods

I can't reconcile with the truth

that you will love someone else.

I find myself bereft of words

Rhythmic verses have transformed into hollow proses.

My heart bleeds to win your heat

My eardrums strain to hear your voice

My mind conjures images to fool my eyes

To tell me that you are here.

My mind create false hopes

that I create a situation

to hear your thoughts.

This is the last stage of bargaining.

A last prayer telling the Gods

I seek not the lighthouse

but the distant warmth of the rays

to bring a smile to my lips.

one of the best movies I have ever watched

I thought of several titles for this post- good dialogs, a coincidental part of any good movie - the day when seemingly random noises made so much sense. Thanks to larger than life status of Rajnikanth and Chiranjeevi - most of us who were born and brought up north of the vindyas have a sort of generic condemnation for south indian movies. We generally have a predisposed condemnation for this form of entertainment. Being from kgp I had free access to all kinds of movies being fresh out of kgp is more significant in this context.

I like to learn the language of the place I stay in. So i had asked for a few telegu movies primarily to have a nice laugh and pick up a few words. The movie in question was happy days. Wow what a flashback of the last five memorable years. Although i am from a purely residential campus and the movie was set in quasi residential college- there are moments that simply transcend the capabilities of 65000 shades rainbow dancing in my 22" lcd monitor. The n number of trips I had to the beaches of Sankarpur and their memories chocked my eyes as I saw Chandu and his group dance with the waves.

I never thought the name Tyson could evoke sympathy and admiration in my heart till I watched this movie. Since I did not know the storyline, I kept hoping till the last lines of credit rolled out that university of Minnesota or its ramoji imitation will greet my eyes. Alas !!

We normally associate high pitched ridiculous action and "mind its" over aged heroes in south Indian movies. How wrong I was.

Only emotion I could not relate to was girls getting jealous. It is just not possible to see those emotions in a skewed environment as that of kgp. I want to continue on and on but am sort of words. My post seems like a ridiculous attempt in English to pay tribute to the movie I watched without sub titles - not a matter of choice but lack of it- i had 2 cd versioin but net only has 1 dvd version srt files.Very few movies make a normal person develop such strong emotions for all characters. Even fewer movies make me watch the same movie again without forwarding ."Happy Days" did just that.

Facebook reaxions to my claims of being molested. Nothing serious abt the matter !!!

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika my flatmates turning gay. have been physically molested 2 day :(

Sat at 19:04 · Comment · Like

Resham Sarkar

I would want to believe that this has a typo. :) or :( ?

Sat at 19:20 · Delete

Maulik Kamdar

back to business after a dry span :P....

Sat at 21:11 · Delete

Biswajyoti Pal

thats becoz u r so cute.....

Sat at 22:40 · Delete

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika

@resham it was :(. i dont like being physically manhandled consentual stuffs ok.

@maulik n biswas yaar i m yr senior kuch to sharam kar

Yesterday at 01:25 · Delete

Akshay Sharma

:P :P

Yesterday at 03:17 · Delete

Biswajyoti Pal

doga ghussa kyun ho rahe hai aap? wat is not happening to u is not right..... but no one can deny the fact the fact that you r cute.....

Yesterday at 03:45 · Delete

Ritesh Parikh

wht??shobhit ki sam??

Yesterday at 04:47 · Delete

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika

yes arikh bapu no longer takes care of kids when i was screaming for help he ws telling sam where he should toch me n i was just out of bathroom mujhe bachao !!!!!

Yesterday at 07:42 · Delete

Ritesh Parikh

abb bas tum bhi duniya ke behkaawe mein aa gaye...woh farishte jaisa lagne waala insaan asliyaat mein ek shaitaan hai :D ...bach ke rehna usse...

Yesterday at 09:28 · Delete

Shobhit Gupta

Oye molested doga...dont cry...this is a lesson for u not to roam naked in the apartment when kaam waali bai's are there...and it was Sam who explored those "sides" of Doga :P

Yesterday at 09:31 · Delete

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika

sobhit dirty mind. its like blaming someone being raped for their clothes and bapu u got a responsibility to kids

Yesterday at 09:34 · Delete

Shobhit Gupta

Saale ab padha likha ke kamau bana diya hai...kab tak baap ke upper bojh bana rahega...go ahead and face the real urself...who seduce flatmates with silky soft skin.

Yesterday at 09:47 · Delete

Shamik Ganguly

doga this was subtle parenting on shobhit's part ... if he had not staged the intervention, u wud have been molested by ur bai ... now who wud u rather be molested by ... sam or ur bai ?? lesson learnt : dont dress provocatively :D

Yesterday at 11:03 · Delete

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika

@ shamik my ex roomie i miss a safe roomie like u. you are the straightest person possible :D

Yesterday at 11:47 · Delete

Subhojit Chakladar

doga ... if u ever run for politics (or any of ur roomies does) ... this line's gonna come back to haunt u then!!!! :P

Yesterday at 12:13 · Delete

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika

it will n i wont get a nobel prize like obama

Yesterday at 14:15 · Delete

Vaibhav Singh

huh dnt be a Rakhee sawant...first u arouse them and then complain of molestation :P

Yesterday at 15:13 · Delete

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika

lodu even u taking pot shots at me. you yr true saathi @ kgp

Yesterday at 15:48 · Delete

Subhojit Chakladar

isn't this supposed to be the DTW spirit? ... when someone's backside is being pounded ... jump on the bandwagon!
@doga ... don't worry ... every 'dark' episode has its bright side ... u might get the sympathy votes in Stockholm for this incident ... u might kiss back the culprits then :P

Yesterday at 15:57 · Delete

Subhojit Chakladar

u know something ... kgpians do deserve the nobel ... afterall we are totally committed to the pursuit of PEACE!!

Yesterday at 15:58 · Delete

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika

i disagree with u chako we kill (maro) peace not bachao peace

Yesterday at 15:59 · Delete

Subhojit Chakladar

oh yeah baby ... thats stellar :D

Yesterday at 16:53 · Delete

Ritesh Parikh

rakhi sawant...hahaha mast comparison!!!

7 hours ago · Delete